Training was bittersweet. Im glad i came. We did some drills before Aza gave a pep talk.

Aza: Who's still sore about yesterday game?
I raised my hand
Me: Oh wait. Did you mean sore feelings or sore body?
*Team laughs*
That wasnt a dumb question right? HAHA. At least it made the team last and ended (at least to an extent) the tension that existed on court.

The conversation continued and i said some dumb funny stuff again. I dunno. I think we should have more jokes to share around court you know. Not just talk about training itself.

But training was bittersweet and im glad i came. And i think i make a pretty good defender! HAH! Much improved from my first 2 friendly when i was given the position as a defender. Anyhows, Lela could not make it cos she fell ill with a fever. Poor girl, me and siti had made her walk from RP to CWP and with the emotion from R-jay match, i bet it just accumulated to ehr fever. Get better soon! AND COME FOR MONDAY's TRAINING, LELA!!! I missed having you around, and we hada different company for late lunch. Ayuni, myself, Farhanah, Fathin and widayu. I perspired a lot, and am so proud of myself.

I think its a blessing in disguise when coach couldnt make it today. Its like, i think we needed to be together as a team and deal properly with our emotions for this training without coach being too hard on us. Do you know what i mean? I think we kinda let loose a little and could breathe easier as training went on. It was also an opportnunity to get better without coach breathing down our necks, or my neck in particular.

I dont know why im not performing the way i was in TJ, NJ (2nd match) and even RJ. although the RJ match was when i realised i was doing a lot of backhand, which were according to coach, really bad and a waste. I think Prelims kinda interrupted our momentum. HURRRRHHHH. I need to get back to match fitness or else, next week will be pronounce the last couple of matches i'll play in my life which will suck so bad. *touch wood*

There was this fiasco with the MJ goalie at IJ tagboard. I found it amusing, not because of the whole accusation thing, i mean, that was bad(!) but, i found it amusing that the goalie would be there. I shall leave it at that. I mean whats mroe to say right?

Ive not been studying and Babe has. I dont knwo why im treating this like a break when its NOT. I shall get back to studying tmr. Today, perhaps i'll do my lit homework. SIGH, school begins. and more results to come. Oh did i mention, 31.5 overall for math.

I want to put up our jerseys, but my phone is giving me problems and the pics are in there. URGH. The cable or the connection but be weak. Oh well, maybe a group pic!

Gotta get down to Lit. Enough slacking. Im feeling better now.

As my dad says, it aint over till the fat lady sings. Or in Coach's/Aza's words: The game is not over till the whistle is blown.

My stressed up head couldnt even get that yesterday.

Yesterday is a mystery
Tomorrow is a mystery
Well today is a gift
and it makes it a present

Mr White/A cursive Memory