I have to learn to put the team first and not always my feelings. Im such a booboo sometimes. And i get disappointed easily. I shouldnt put myself down like that. The girls won over TJC yesterday. And yes, im so proud of us. But of course im disappointed with my performance still. Its improving but its still insufficient. I know TJC will train hard now and when it come around to A-divs, they'll be a more prepared team. Anyhow, why wasnt i pleased with my performance? 3 or 4 shots with none going into the goal. HOW SAD. 2 were close but i hit the goalie and was abut to take rebounder when ref blew the whistle. DAMN. And the most horrid part? I was substituted in the third period! I honestly felt like crying. But i didnt want to be sour grapes, after all 22 people turned up for the match so i coach was jsut giving everyone a share. And i deserve it too for not scoring when i could. =(

At least i got into the right positions and helped Farhana score. I badly want to score. RJ match next. Im going to do better. The only way from here is UP. And i mean this for the whole IJ Girls team. We can only improve and get better towards A-divs. SO DONT GIVE UP. Even with a scoreline as bad as 16-0. =X LOL. Dont ask me how that happened. Im shaken up but.... HEY, tmr is a brand new day. Anything can happen, and anything WILL happen.

I need to do 3 chaps of math now. Cos i wasnt doing math for 3 straight day including today. DAMN. Wish me luck! HAHA.

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