i know thats just so cliche. But, its true isnt it?

The friendly against Yishun ITE went really bad. We lost 10-5. I was a defender. I swear, im going to imporve as a defender. I think there are jsut too many attackers, so i have to compromise and play defender. So i must improve either way. Its just really confusing having to change my mindset from attacker to defender, cos they are two different roles. And frustrating too. But, hey, im not complaining. I love playing for my team, and if i have to defend, i will. I'll have to work harder and improve my defending techniques, definately.

Yishun ITE was okay. I mean, they were pretty foul-mouthed, and that means not just saying shit, and no, i didnt hear the f-word, but you do hear sarcastic things which as a floorball player, is jsut basics. Like no high stick, and i bet if i didnt shout at the ref, i wouldnt have been given the free hit. But i because i said "Eh, thats so a high stick" the girl commented "Dont let your stick get in he way then" ERHHH.. i refuse to elaborate. But they were pretty decent, you cant judge a team with just a match right?

But i am humbled by the experience. truly am. You can never underestimate your opponent. Anyhow, i wanna get to bathing and studying. the match has been running thorugh my head again and again, like how i managed to let 2 goals in and a free hit, when it did hit me? i broke down after the match cos i was jsut so disappointed in myself. We jsut did defending training yesterday, and it all seems ineffective. I guess we just need more practice. Jamie will be so disappointed. I would hate to see him on Wednesday. Oh wait, i might not be coming, cos i have the history sem. =) OOOOOOO... and i get to see atikah syarah! AHAHAHHAAH.

Dont mistaken my happy tone, im still darn disappointed with how i played, and im determined to improve.