We don’t have time left to regret
It will take more than common sense
So stop your wondering take a stand
Theres more to life than just to live


a little less than perfect.

that is how i'd sum up this week. Altho' training was amusing before TRAINING really started. Dont ask me, lets jsut say, if youre from IJ and i dont know you, and youre reading my blog, please DONT tell me that youre reading my blog. I feel invaded, and i really would rather not know. Call me ignorant, i'll call you K-PO CHIPPP. Okayokay, just kidding. But just dont tell me, i have this ridiculously irritating syndrome called panic hysterium (make sense of it yourself) and i really cannot exist in such a state for more than 20 secs, if i do, i start gasping, and you dont want to see me gasping! HAHAH. Got it?? Awesome! =D

Anyhow, the week started off fine with the medal presentation, and i just read Su's tag, and totally laughed! HAHA. niche people are evil huh - except YOU. LOL. so much for "there's no I in team"! My friends were saying they could see my pink clip from far.. Haiyo. Of all days to clip my hair. At least my exaggerated speech was read! HAH! And as much as i think niche CCAs are overrated, i still support them in winning tournament, okay su! You can count on that. But seriously, the boys soccer team, they jsut lost 2-0 top serangoon. uhh....??

And finally the trilogies, of trilogies - the finale. Liverpool VS Arsenal in the ultimate clash. OH MY MY. dont you just love waking up at 2.30am and watching a football match for 2hrs, holding your breath, anticipating for the whistle in extreme exhilaration. That just spelt wednesday morning. The feeling was great as Pool won 4-2 with the atmosphere beyond words. My dad and I were high - fiving furiously! I was prancing on the couch, that my bro had to warn me of the fan. I would hate to lose my head... GET IT GET IT???

But, the week started to wore on, as usual. I cannot believe i signed up for 4x100. Somebody, tell me why??? Why did i let Lydia Mak do this to me?? -.-

And then, the much awaited PeeDoubleEWWW results came out. Im not elated, overjoyed, and all those nonsensical overrated words, but i am satisfied. Alhamdullilah. My group put up a pretty alright(??) performance, with 3 Bs and 2Cs. Sighh.. i really worry for my friends but i jsut hope this will spur them on and encourage them to do better in their H2s. All The Best guys. Babe got Bee too. And i was glad she agreed that it was all too "mediocre". SIGHHH. I jsut want this to be a learning lesson though, i will never ever want to experience PeeDoubleEWWW ever again. Im sure i'll face something worse in the working world though, but by then, i hope i'll be good enough a leader and a little less emotional? Ive to work on those two qualities.

I told Aveil he sucks cos he got an A. Ive yet to meet this guy but if anyone can make my Babe smile, perhaps even better than i can, deserves props and some "You suck" moments. LOL. He sounds nice, babe, you never needed my approval.

NAPHA is over, and i think a gold is within my reach. I hope. I never was into getting Gold for NAPHA in secondary school, so im glad im a changed person, more fit then i ever was then.

Come to think of it, ive changed quite a bit. i think so anyway. But ive half a year and more to go to see the absolute transformation of me. More pimples? more wrinkles? i hope thats from laughing with my friends. I think, mostly i jsut want to learn to appreciation every second i got. i think its a little too precious to lose?

Ive got to hand in my essay to nik tay in 1hr 15 mins and i know she'll kill me when she reads this but ive not got down to writing a single word. I deserve to be beheaded like the Duchess.

Okay gotta ciowxed. the duchess' death is indeed a watershed, i wonder if my death will be.



And i think its okay to cry when you feel low.
Its okay to smirk when you dont like him
Its okay to be quiet when you want to be left alone.
Its okay to be honest with me cos you know, i'll take it in for you.

and you never were a burden. Im just sad you never knew.