You'll never go to heaven
Or even to L.A.
If you don't believe there's a way


i feel like plucking every star that passed me by this week.

Unfortunately, none has. Okay, maybe a few by the name of nicole Tan, Studying hard, and trying to see BABE every morning. Other than that, my week has been close to a wreck.

Things with 0732A has been going from bad to worse. Im not trying to publicise it, but im jsut stating the cold hard facts. I jsut wished the class wasnt as factionalised anymore. At first, i thought, it was going to be okay being factionalised, but now, it seems we're waaayyyy to factionalised that we cant unite to correct the wrongs.

And its too late to correct the wrongs now cos steps have been taken to factionalise the class further. Seating arrangments, attitudes, its just seems like such a MAJOR problem when it was almost nothing 2 weeks ago. The awkwardness, the pretense, the division, its so frustrating. It seems that i despise his classes nowadays. It seems almost unbearable when he gets sarcastic and "threatens" us with our SGC. All of this treatment and attitude on both our parts seem ridiculous. And i want to walk out. But we see you everyday. It seems you no longer understand how it feels like being 17 or 18, when you forget, and when you screw up. Or even when you just dont care. And you have to step up to us, unfortunately, you chose to do otherwise. You chose to give up. And suddenly, all's not well. And i dont get why your attitude, cos youre the one whos suppose to show us an example of not giving up. Its rather low on your part. but i cant say we are innocent. Maybe, thats why im so mad about this hole situation. Cos i know im wrong too.

Sometimes, i feel like i dont deserve to be the CG rep, because i talk to much, and laugh too loud, and am too opiniated. But wrestling with all this different qualities of myself to be a better person. And i cant help but screw up. Maybe, you will see.

Im still sick. A little. I had my nose's phlegm the worse.

Pool are having a match tonight. Against Boro. I hate Boro matches, somehow, they always manage to conjure up something! I heard from palvin eduardo had a freak accident on pitch. Oh well, they will surely choke. I know it man. I can jsut see it coming. Although, i dont want Man U to win BPL 07/08 season, it is undeniable they could cos Arsenal always chokes. Okay, im being evil. my bad.


I seem to ot have anything else to say now.

Oh, i hanged out with nicole Tan, my star. Sigh. I studied, she studied (a little!) and we ate what some CNY goodies then.. we talked too of course. I love nic tan. I think thats one of our most honest sessions. I can be so honest with her and yet, she accepts me for me. My opinions, my hysterical laughter, myself. And its so great to be among people who truly appreciate your presence and your qualities and especially so if the feeling is mutual.

Well, Safa was my star too. My love the friendship we have created being the only malays in class. Now, due to our chattiness we are separated in class. GREAT. anyway, we took the bus and were the forst to reach AMKSS from our class. the bus ride was so funny... we kept talking and laughing. And there was this funny incident, and i bet everyone on the bus was jsut staring at us! so embarassing! HAHA. finally we cabb-ed to AMKSS cos we had no idea where it was and actually ended up at Marymount, bishan? LOL. Classic.

Community service was actually quite back-breaking. I borught study materials for my study session w nic tan. OMGOSSSHH. walking back and forth near Toa Payoh MRT is no joke. But i think i collected like.. at least 1/2 the can? So im proud of myself. Especially since, last year, i didnt do a good job. Hey, relief effort for future. Im glad to do my part! =D But it wasnt an easy task. But it started off right and ended off great too. I thoroughly enjoyed my day with the girls.

Now, all i have to do, is make time to sweeney todd. I can tell BABE is getting impatient... but so am i. Sigh, please help us work this out?

Hey, say your prayers for me this coming week. I really cant take a another disaster. PLUSSS... there are 2 tests!

Positive attitude.


I should be ashamed of this, I'm not,
'Cause I have tasted grapes.
This smile, don't look.
It's my BAIT, my WORDS, the HOOK
the audition/Approach the Bench