I just finished reading Pierre's blog on Myspace and im just awed by him. "Save you" is song from their album and its about his brother who went through cancer not once, but twice. It got so bad he had to be quarantined and people could only visit him with latex gloves and masks and all that protection. And his condition got so bad he got infections jsut from breathing so he had ulsers in his mouth and couldnt eat. Im jsut in awe how someone can carry on and how someone finds SO much strength in such dark hours. Especially, alone and when you know, what others can do, is limited and the effect can only be seen months later. How do you live waiting for positive change? And all along, Pierre was going through this but he still managed to keep his emotions in and get on with life as a musician. Life stories, the more you get them, the more you can learn. And believe me, you'll be a better person. Life stories.

The day was okayy. Woke up early to do math and continued in the afternoon. My eyes really hurt from doing math so i decided to take a break. Watched teevee and went online. Yesterday, i awoke thanks to nicoles sms at 2 in the morning. That girl is crazy. LOL. And i began thinking like "shoot. This girl was doing math till 2? and im sleeping?" I think im being paranoid and i think im beginning to feel the competition heating up even though its just January. and now, i really wnat to do well, and be on par with my other cousins. Cos they are jsut brilliant. So the pressures on me, and right now, its working to my advantage cos its pusing me but i know control. I really dont wanna burn out too soon, even better, at all. Being the emotional wreck that i am, ive got to watch my step.

I see Februsry peeking around the corner, and week 5. that means, 5 more weeks till block tests! EEEEKKKKKZZZZ. SIGHHH.

My mum and dad are having a bicker and she took off for work w/o dad. SIGHHH. I hope this ends soon. Tension = lack of concentration

Anyway, ive got to find other ways to entertain myself. for y'all interested in the Arts, go check out the Greek special all the way for Louvre at the National musuem. Should be pretty cool. Ends on march 16! =D Im going... i think! LOL.

So what have I got to prove
And what have I got to lose
When youre not worth fighting for
And why am I feeling down
While youre out messing around and youre
Not worth begging for

Its up to me
Its up to me
And I'm still falling
Its up to me
Its up to me
And I'm still calling