Im kinda bummed out now.

Listening to: Heartbreaker/Will.I.Am
Oh how i love this song.

Well, i did the brainstorm of one of my 2 essays, screwed to get 5 points to make 1500 words even possible. I still have one more essay then, i need to type it out in proper sentences and send it to Mr Mahmood by tomorrow. Screwed can?! =(

Today is Hari Raya Haji. And yesterday, we had a kekah for my youngest brother Qim at Wak Tanjong Mosque. It was a very -- experience. I dont know how to fill that blank. Well, we got back at 11.30pm and i stayed up till 2am watching teevee and then woke up at 3.50 to watch the POOL game.

WE FREAKIN LOST. i refuse to say anything. its shameful, rediculous.

Well, the morning was lovely. it was raining, i was so tired, i missed prayer. i feel so bad! =( I never missed aidiladha prayer since i started doing it man. It was a like a family thing.

My mum is busy cooking at the kitchen, im hopeless when it comes to kitchen work, so she obviously doesnt need my help there. LOL.

I should get strated on history right? i know. I jsut feel too lazy to strat what with the weather and all. Seriously, man.

Walking thorugh the Singapore Immigration, i knew all these school work is just gonna tumble on me till my back is agianst the work, now, i jsut have to work through it. I guess im scared. But so is everyone right? we have slightly more than a week before school starts. Somehow, i just want it to come so i can jsut adapt to it asap. this whole, waiting for something to happen, it just makes me more restless. 2007 is coming to a end. I have no regrets, as cliche as that sounds. 2008 cant be that bad, now can it? New goals, new bag, new lecture booklets, some new teachers?? A brand new start.

Suddenly, all i want is to be in a corner and think to myself.

im ready, im ready, im ready, im NOT ready.



Wont you walk through this with me?

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty