To ML,

Okayy. firstly, breather. Why'd you get so mad abt my entry. Im jsut saying that you shouldnt expect anything if you do nothing about it. Not a a big deal. I guess, we all do that and im not trying to put you down, but dont you see, maybe if you tried it'll be easier.

OHHHHHH.

But i get it. you DONT WANT to try. keep going back and forth. And maybe, just maybe, it'll get resolved huh? Yeah.. Maybe.

Im not gushing about our friendship. Yeah, everything IS fine. I never said it wasnt. Is it because of my entry that youve not been sms-ing me and asking me out for study date. Yeah, i figured it out. Well, i got the hint, thanks.

Maybe i dont know you so well, but i know you well enough. Isnt that enough? Dont give me the crap about how you hate it... you jsut hate being so see-through. so predictable. But its not necessarily a bad thing. Its bestfriends who cant see through each other that dont work out. AND IT APPLIES TO COUPLES. its only when you know each other inside out that you can truly learn to love somebody. His good and bad points. Why do you think i still ask you if youre alright? Cos I love being lied to? Why do you think i still talk about it? Cos i know you still want to talk about it even when you say you dont. I mean, it hurts, but it relieves too. Hearing perspective and advice, it helps dont it? Okayy, maybe mine are not perfect, im sorry i dont have a degree in psychology. Im just your bestfriend, trying her best to help you get through whatever it is youre going through. I would have thought thats good enough...

I guess it isnt.

If i dont get, help me get it. Youre not the only one that has gotten her heart broken. Pick yourself up babe. GET OVER IT. I guess thats what im trying to say.

I take it seriously, cos im afraid that it really affects you. And im tired of seeing you hurt, and sad and not able to get by it. It seems it hinders you, and nothing that hinders you can be good.

I just wished you'd try a little harder. But you cant try harder if you dont want to right?

Happy studying.

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I studied at school today. The initial plan consisted of jsut Lydia and me. BUT, Sheryl sms-ed me and we met at CWP and at the lib, we met Mel and Siew En! =D And then later, nic tay and Pei Bao came for Econs consultation. YEY. of and Darshie too. LOL.

Me and Lyd met for Breeakfast at Macs before meeting Sher and heading to Macs. Had a nice chat with Lydia... as always. HAH. She looks pretty with her new hair. =) Seeeeee... Nic Tan said it was SHINY. HAHAHA.

Ermm.. i met Dom Goh. I dont know if he was with anyone. Said hi.

Oh, we rode in Ms Ng's car to Vista to eat lunch. HEHHH. It was scorching hot in the car and it was so funny cos we were all wearing skirts... and well, you know the scene! =P

Mr Lim was super nicee too. Helped us and it was like we stayed in the dicussion room till the librarian came up to shoooooooo us away. =D HEH.

Going back to school tmr for math and Lit consultation. Gonna do math later. and read a little of John Sloman. My arm hurt from carrying the book. =( HAHA.

Expecting a call form Lydiaa at 9. I hope she calls cos she never does. I guess something always crops up. Anyhooooo...

Shall get studying. Oh, HAHAH. Zaha finally added me on MSN. But haven gotten the chance to chat though he approached me last night. Shall get busy, gotta batheeeee... Smelly shoeeee. =D

See you guys. SOrry my paragraphs are all short today. Not much to elaborate on as usual. Short and simple huh? Love ya.

PS: I miss TXT. =( Study hard TXT! Shall see you first thing Monday morn. HEH. 7.30 am REMEMBER!!!