My hours are counting down...
School aka HORROR of all HORRORS are beginning.
im not ready for school.

1) not physically - since ive been eating a lot and i feel like ive definitely put on weight. damn. and also because of my pimple plantation (thanks to TXT for coming up with that word!). God save me. Ive got to spend the rest of the night finding a way to arrange my hair so that my pimple plantation wont be that obvious, if thats even possible! I jsut got my Oxy thingies to help me improve my pimple plantation and instead of the usual 5% of benzoyl peroxide, my bro and i ahve decided to step it up to 10% of benzoyl perozide. So far, no burning sensation whatsoever. Phew! But guess what i genious little brother bought the cover up version instead of the colourless one, so the pimple cream now looks like concealer. Oh, hail the genious. Hurh, seriously? like one day before school reopens??! o_O So right after we got home, i tried it out. OMGGGG. nahh.. exaggerating not that bad larh.. but i wouldnt recommend. i still prefer Oxy 5 the colourless one. Anyway, was reading TXT's blog when my rbo walked in after cleansing his face and all... and guess what, he came in and called me and i turned around and to my amusement, my rediculously funny brother had put the Oxy thing ALL over his face!!! HAHAHAHAHAH. i dont know if you guys got it but... trust me, its jsut really funny. we were both laughing at him.. and he was like " ok larh, im going to rest now." BLAHHHHH. wthhh. hahah. he is so funny. and now, h sits beside me sketching his art cos hes in D&T, yeahhh.. last minute homework or something.

2) not mentally - Seriously, whats worse than doing the exams? getting the results to your exams. May God be with me. I am terrified to my bones. Ive accepted im going to fail all my subjects but really, ive not accepted the fact that i could possibly fail everything even when i have put in (maybe) more effort than most of my classmates who will do better than me. Life is seriously unfair. i reiterate UNfair.

3) not emotionally - i think between tmr and the rest of the week, i am going to receive many surprises. mostly bad i think, and im not just talking about exams results. i mean, even my friendship with my bestfriend. i feel quite distant from her and it makes me sad. but sometimes, i like to be alone, i like crawling back into my shell where i feel most save. This has nothing to do with self-esteem, i jsut like peace and serenity. And Mun Ling and i have been on this Roller-coaster ride and its spinning me crazy. like one time, i can take her around, and the next, i just cant. and i feel bad cos im her bestfriend, and bestfriends stick together not matter what, and i always forgot that especially when she needs me the msot. Does that make me a lousy bestfriend? Im still learning. My outburst on MSN with her jst deteriorated. i know i meant well, but i also know that she deserved to be told nicely, not to have it spat on her like that. sometimes, i need space too. i dont know what to expect from Mun Ling from tmr.

i just hope i'll survive tmr.
shoot. i shouldnt have gone for FB camp. Shucks.

Well, I watched the Concert for (Princess) Diana today. It was really sweet. i better make this quick cos my Moday Night Laughs shows are passing by quick. Lol. Well, there were many artistes and it was a joyous event that commemorated either her supposedly 46th birthday or 10 years since she passed away. im not sure... but i saw the interview with Prince William and Prince Harry and it was really good. They were really honest and you could tell that its not a piece of cake being Princes. They get a lot of crapp too.

Well, i think im off. Wanna watch Shows. Hmmm.. i sent back My Friend called Leonard.. im turly sad but i shall blog about that book next time!

Tata! Loveeee.