you dont know anything. i swear. dont say those two words. dont give me false hope. dont, say it and dont preach it. dont put that =D emoticon when you know i'll be pissed with that sms. dontdontdont.

you have no idea how i feel. you dont know how it feels to want to cry everytime. and feel like nothings going to improve. and feel helpless. and feel pressured. and feel so damn crappy. like even waking up is so tedious. being dead ought to bring more comfort, dont it?

YOU dont know.
stop saying that you do.

im tired of helping when im feeling hollow inside. im through. im done, from here.




too much to smoke. too much to drink.
we are all looking for something to take away the pain
we are all looking for someone to take away the pain
can you feel it? do you feel it? coming down. gotta get up. gotta get up off the ground. can you hear it? can you hear me screaming? i wanna hear you breathing.
we are all addicted something that takes away the pain.


the liar.
the liar's tired of saying she's okay.
it just ended. the big masquerade.
oh, the rain poured. she takes off her mask.
she stares off at a distance. she's not saying anything.
there was emptiness in her eyes.
but you always felt cold in her sight.
she is saying not a word.
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she crumbles to the ground.
her pulse is gone.
there was never anything to see, in the first place.
no, dont shake your head in pity.
she fought alone. she's better off where she is.
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hush. nothing gold will stay.
not even something as beautiful as a lie.