i just had my first ever sleepover with my bestfriend.

it was fun,
not because we had a pillow fight,
not because we stayed up all night watching movies
not because we ate and ate and ate and ATE junkk food

but because,
we had each other.
for 3 days 2 nights, i didnt need to sms Mun Ling to talk to her. she was beside me all along. and it was nicee. comforting. going out to buy food at night. being at the house alone with her and MUGGING. well, close to mugging. getting sleepy. helping her feel as comfortable as possible. there are still soooo many things we dont know about each other. For example our sleeping ways (HAHAHAH), we talked about the future. What we wanted in our lives and our aims and goals and hopes are all about the same.

of course, there were things on her mind because that was why she was here in the first place. "i dont want to be alone, babe.". Well, we tried to figure it out and while walking her home today, we came to a somewhat satisfying conclusion. i said somewhat. HAH.

So what did we do all this while? i got started on Math revision with Mun Ling's persuasion, and thank god she persuaded me. cos, i found out i know nuts about Functions, standard graphs transformation and Inequalities. and now, i have brushed up. a little. hehh.

now, i gotta start on Econnomics and History. i wanna say im so screwed.. but somehow, i dont feel so screwed cos somehow, i feel like well, i can still screw it a little longer. i just have to last for one week 2 days more and summer tests are all over (PHEW!). Then i can focus on Project work and my Pilot Test. =)

i will survive. and at the end of this one week 2 days, i want to smile. please dear god, let me smile.

My parents are coming back on Wednesday. im alone at home with my maid for the next 2 days. that sucks. i want to be with Mun Ling. i remeber saying as i locked my gate... "babe, do you really have to go??" and she said "yessss... even tho i dont want to go.". i feel alone now. studying alone. WTH is studying alone, man! hurh. nvm nvm. 2 more days. and the 2 days are gonna pass by fast. i know it.

im glad i had this opportunity to get to know you better. We'll be busier next term. we will have loads more to do. More things to complete. More tears to cry and anger to let out. Through it all, i want you to be by my side. As i would be by yours. i hope we'll be friends for eternity. Forever doesnt quite last long enough nowadays.

Im not trying to think that far ahead, but, when i have kids, and they ask me "what is the secret to having the best Sleepover ever?". im going to tell them that my first ever sleepover, was the best first sleepover ever. WHY?? cos all we needed was each other. Sleep together. laugh together. worry together. mug together. everything just do it together and it will be the best Sleepover ever. hey, books are entertaining. Oh, who's kidding! Lol.



you dont have to understand everything. i just need you to be there. you dont have to understand everything. because sometimes, even i dont.