i need to find my own happiness. im sure its somewhere. its definately not with somebody. i feel my emo mood coming back today and i read my prev antry and i feel so Empty that i actually wrote that. Mun Ling sms-ed me about it but i dont know what to say. Because fact is, im fine. im Okay. and yet, that doesnt quite satisfy me and i dont know why.

Well, i jsut came back. not Just.. but you know 6pm. Lol. Had Math and History today. WEEEEEE. i lovee history. i think it is the only subject i enjoy now. i likee Lit too, but i think Lit exposes you a little too much. Like, it makes you express soe things youre not too familiar with, and that scares me, and not forgetting their incomprehensible texts and questions for Section B: Prose. HURHHHHH??!!!?!? And i improved in Math. Failed by a mark. Hehh. Could have done better. damn. Substituted the n Wrongly. Nvm, mistakes are meant for you to learn from them.

Anyway, me and my study buddy, Ian Chay have vowed to try for a C for all our subjects, H1 and H2, for our summer tests. Okayy.. some who are not in Singapore education system will be like "Wthhh.. C?? Come man, That's like a rediculous result! *spits with disgust*" and those from the Singapore education system will go "Hey man, Fat hope! Like can only... Please larhh" Hehhh. i dont think its too high. Okayy.. maybe a little. Lol. But i mean, if i dont get a C at least i get a D. You know, like somewhere close to my aim. I wanna do well for Math. Well enough anyway. I mean, from this test, it shows me that i am capable of passing i jsut need to put my heart and head into it. No giving in and pushing on. JUST KEEP SWIMMING.

Hmm.. talked to philip today. Been like forever. We were eating and he was " Eh syuhrah, seems like ages since we last talk ah? " and i tot he was mocking me since we always does that so i said " Eh, i didnt say that right? " and he said " no, not you. im saying. " and i jsut nodded. And Sheryl said " Yeah hor.. i so long never see you two talk " And philip (trying to be funny) said " Yeah ah Syuhrah, Why ah? " and Sheryl said " Why dont we ask Philip and Boris? ", facing Philip. Philip and I laughed. Lol. Almost like old times.

Oh, and Boris wasnt there because he sprained his ankle and decided to stay home. HAHAH. guess what? His parents got him a walking Stick. Lol. Well, i hope you get well soon. Dude, please dont be mad about the NLB thing already.

Have fun at Malaysia too, and Philip, have fun in Jakarta, Indonesia!! =)

Hmmm.. im stuck here. HUMPHHH. Nvm. School is priority, and if i do well, at the end of the year, i will have my well deserved, Lit UK trip. I think........

I should get going. I wanna do a little of math and then start on some parts of the biography soon. LOVEEEE

*Q: Define Acceleration
A: When a car is moving and suddenly it moves faster.

(HAHAHAHAHAH)

Written by Abel
Retold with Courtesy from Philip
*This was during their Physics CA test.