i just looked at my entry summary. ive written 35 entries. hahah. 35 long entries.

listening to This Is Who We Are by Hawthorne Heights. i like this song. there's something about the chorus :

i know it seems that we're never coming back
i know it feels that we're never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldnt last
They were the words that she placed on her casket

It could mean sooo many things. im just trying to think how it can imply in my life. a situation where i just knew it wouldnt last but, i still hoped, deep inside, that it would. False hope. Hawthorne Heights have very nicee songs. i like their song Dissolve and Decay too. one verse went:

Dissolve and decay
There's nothing left to say
Sit back, watch her die slowly
Dont cry
She didnt love you anyway

i think thats very powerful. For some sadistic reason. hahh.

anyway, today, went back to school for math bridging. Crap. so much for math bridging. hahh. aftr checking our classes in which James Goh was a little upset that he was separated from the Wadsup gang. He kept saying that they cant hang out together anymore. i was like " we will larh james. dont say that anymore. " and phillip said " We sure can hang out one. After school. " They also went to check out all the other pupils who were in o732A and 0733A ( James' amd Vict's class). Well, good news for them, more GIRLS than GUYS. hahahaha~ Boris and Phillip damn happy ahh.

We went to eat at Macs. omg. the guys are damn craziee. they were talking about the girls in our class like 80%-95% of the time!! i wouldnt have been able to stand it if they didnt make it so damn funny. hahahah~ So there are two Nicole's in our future 0732A.

phillip was like " Ok, Boris, which Nicole do you want? "

"Tay ah. Tay sounds nicer. " *guys laugh* This was when we queueing for food.

then when we sat down boris went " Syuhrah. You come early right? then you find out for us who the Nicole's are. If they are not pretty, i appeal out already" hahahah.

then James came up with a scenario that Nicole could be FAT. omg. Boris faked a puking scene. then said " SHIT ah. I appeal to you class ahh james. Got Crystal. "

So james and and Phillip doesnt know who crystal is. So me and Boris were trying to explain. Ang moh, brown hair and as boris says "her height above average " oh, we mentioned that she was sweet too, which is true. we talked during OGL. Finally Phillip got it. James was like " Reali ah? Pretty ah? " Boris was giggling and all. then he asked me. and my answer was " In my opinion she's ok larh. i mean, the good thing about her is that she different. But shes not the Outstandingly pretty kind. but shes sweet so... " yeah.

then of course they started talking about the malay guy thats gonna be in ur class too. Boris named him Taufiq. okayyy. hahh. of all names right? He tot of that because earlier he asked me if Taufiq Batisah cuter or Hady Mirza. (Obviously Taufiq Batisah!! Duhhh!) then the guys were saying "You will have a competitor you know. the other malay girl " then i was like "im not interested larh..." they still didnt get it. Boris was trying to look for a malay guy in Mac. then everytime he saw one he'd go "Eh look at that guys. cute eh... " i would refuse to turn. then, there was one particular guy that was walking back and forth. i'll tell you about him when i get there. then, Boris was trying to tell me what kind of guy i like, Which is stupid because i dont reali judge a guy from the looks. For me, the no. 1 criteria is FUNNY. heheheh~ so, then Boris asked if i prefered malay guys or Chinese guys. i was stumped. If i said Chinese, that wouldnt be fair to my race. If i said malay, that wouldnt be true. Because most of my crush are Chinese. and and one major crush would be on a Spanish. HAHAHA. yeahyeah, the oneandonly DavidVilla. i said " Chinese" and of course he had a lot to say about that even when we were ta the MRT station waiting for Phillip and James who were in the gents. Geez. what is their problem!!

What else happened? ohhh. Boris did the most disgusting thing in the world - spitting into the cup that he finished using. major EURGH. then he would pour it into the curry sauce container. Damn disgustiing, i was Horrified. I was the only girl for once, and so i had noone to squeal in disgust with. Vict was away in Hockey camp. Miss you Victoria Anne Fernandez. =)))

Oh, then, we left. on the way to the escalator, we saw the guy who was walking back and forth. and he had his arms on a girl's shoulder or something. im not sure. For pete's sake,i dont care for details when it comes to these things. so the guys saw it and went all " Awwww.. Syuhrah. He has a girl " like i actually cared. the boris said " Dont be sad larh. Ok i go there now and talk to him " WTHH. hahhahahah~ SO LAME.

so we went to the MRT station. Boris and Phillip wanted to go to Cityhall. Phillip to get his immigration thing done and Boris to get his brother's birthday present. They asked me to join them but it was 3.15 and by the time i reach home it was going to be like 6++pm. and i hate going home late as it makes me VERY exhausted. so i decided to skip that and go home. weeeeeeee~ i escaped temptation and peer pressure. lol =p

so here i am home. writing my blog. my siblings are all done with their tuition so the house is all noisy again!! ahhhhh! i want peace and tranquility people. PEACE AND TRANQUILITY. okok. im chilled. lol.

anyway, Mun Ling is still awaiting her for her Appeal result. Did i mention that Boris and Phillip always laughs or giggles when we call each other BABE. damn gay! hahaha. Anyway, she was pretty bummed out about the whole appeal thing. and i had no idea how to comfort her cos somehow, the bigger chance is that it will be rejected. hurh. She was like giving me her Goodbye wishes larhh.. so scary. asking for a Christian burial, and sending me a love note and all that kind of thing. i was seriously spooked. then, when i asked, where are you? she said on top of building! OMG. hahahah.