ahhhhhhhhh~ i feel so sadd. sob sobb. im really very sadd. and its not because school sucked, or my hairuct isnt nicee or because, there's school tmr.



Nest paragraph is dedicated to Atikah Syarah Binte Ismail =))
even Mun Ling misses you, atikah. see, how you are soooo loved in innova?! imagine if you were here, yi ying, you, me, boris and Mun ling would be at seminar room every H1 lit together. our group itself would conquer the whole table. then, we can write poems to each other. cheesy ones, gay ones, the ones about frogs, the ones about laughing so hard and the ones simply about being good friends and embracing each other's warmth. ooooooooo~ wouldnt that just be sooooooo nice? i hope im not making you cry, because as an aspiring journalist, i have decided to always report the TRUTH. and my dear, dear babe, This is one helluva truth. miss you. i swear writing a whole paragraoh of those 2 words also not enough. i still remember our last hug in the canteen. we skipped H1, with your encouragement, i did it- finally. hahah. then we hugged twice before me and the Wadsupp gang left for Cwp. i need one more hug. okok. maybe more than that. oh, wth. just bring me back to that moment. sigh. miss you. ( see, i wrote it again! yikes! ) atikah. dont be sadd okayy.. because you makiing me sadd. and you know i dont like to be sadd. it makes my heart ache like HELL. i like to laugh. so make a funny entry. or say something funny. PLEASE. anything but another sappy-sad, tear briming entry. please please with ME on top. hahahahahah~ okok. not funny. lol.

well, today went for lit. ermm.. it was laright. dont think i'll have any notes. gotta egt the booklet from the bookshop when school reopens. sighhh~ MORE notes. wthh. and we paying for it!! isnt this suppose to be under Miscellanous in our School fees? geez.

anyway, after school, hang out with my oneandonly. MUN LING. i love my babe sooooo much. i cant imagine us getting further apart, all thanks to school. please babe. let us NOT drift? please. Dear God. help us please too. Hanging out with her is always funn. i will never trade you for the Wadsupp gang ok? its just hard to explain time management in my circadian rhythm. okok. im talking Bullshit. sorry. well, Music&Lyrics. MUST WATCH. i cannot emphasise enough. its sooo sweet and if you have a loved one, watch it with him/her. its funny too though at one point of the movie you are bound to ask "How more times will i be listening to this Pop, there goes my heart song." hahahaha~ Mun ling isnt the laugh out loud kind and i am, so it was v difficult supressing my laughter. i failed at times and Mun Ling would say " Syuhrah... Shuhhhh" and she did not mean my Nick name! so, we ate Cavanna's Specialty - cheesedogs and went to the Library to look for The Dutchess of Malfi. Mun Ling just had this urge to start reading it. so i accompanied her. we didnt find the book alast, but we got some other poem books. i had no idea there were soooooo many leterature books. they had a whole rack of Shakespeare. oooooooo~ i borrowed William Blake's Compilation of poems. i likeee William Blake. ever since i read about his poem in Sec 1. i can still remeber the title. The Tyger. but of course i cant remember the poem. Hurh. then, we went home.

i was running almost late for my appointment at Judy's. Im cutting my hair, you see. its not very short. i mean, i still want to tie it up. i think its okay. tho many will say: why didnt you cut it shorter or there isnt much difference. People, THERE IS A DIFFERENCE. OPEN YOUR EYES!! WIDE WIDE CANNN?? well, this is the last picture of my long hair. heheheh. tho you cant reali see it because, its mostly the smiling pic of me. hahah. thats my sodelicious brother. hes soooo bigg already. love you Qimi. =)


okay. thats all i think. i didnt hang out with the Wadsup gang today because they didnt come to school. NONE of them. Boris abandoned me for his sleep. bumbumbumlazybum!! hurh. James, said the day was too boring and didnt come. the rest? no idea. well, im still thinking if i should come tmr. im very lazy. after all its History and Economics. heheheh. confident seyy.. hahah. no larhh.. i have soo many books to occupy the time at home. but i might go for Economics since its in the afternoon so i can still catch some music Vids. hmmmm~ i wanna eat. not eaten dinner. im one hungry girl!! see you people.

Love Love, to all who needs some Lovin'. =)

p.s: i met a tuition friend. i cant remember his name it starts with Z. i shall look into my diary later. he was like " Eh, junior college?". then i smiled and said " then, where are you? " and he answered " ite ". well, he always didnt do well for math and always failed it like 40++ so thats sadd. i met Saifuddin too. He too went to ITE. all because he failed math. sighhhh~ Reminds me Suaidi. i have no idea where that guy ended up this time around~ also, first day of wearing innova uniform oh, the hell i went through with Mun Ling!! hahaha.