im not feeling too good. maybe its just my mood swings... maybe its something someone said. ahhhhh~ i wanted to have a good time. and i did. just not that some things.. well, it was better if it was just left out. im trying my best to be very vague herre cos the last thing i want is to hurt feelings. god.. you have no idea how much i want to spit this out. how much dislike i have for you now. its no longer funny. its no longer a joke. cos what you said.. hell, it hurt me badd but i didnt show it. cos im sooo used to taking crapp from you. theres a line and you just went over it. well, the next time i show you attitude, dont you dare say you didnt do anything wrong cos i'll honestly ask you to shut up. and you better. it was a badd idea trying to get closer to you. and now, i know. so i shant anymore. youre great and all... thats so undeniable.. but when your crapp stepps in, god, i just wished you'd disappear. guess this makes me evil. whatever.

maybe im over sensitive. i should reali stop that. oh, you know what, i refuse to talk about this. this are the things for my diary. so SCRATCH THAT.

so, there was PE today. that was funn. my team consisted of mr eric wong (hehheh), kannan (yey!), darshan (errrr....) and james (LOL). kannan was great. hahah. problie one of the best players in the class tho he had many fouls. hahh. darshan got an errrr because he didnt pay attention. hahh. okok. this was his 1st time playing so its okkayy~ lol. he was pretty good with batting too. then, james.... hahahahahah~ well, you know james goh. hahh. and me?! lol. they said i was MUP. what does that stand for. most useless player. hey. i didnt play that badd. they just loove bullying me. today, i got to pitch... i got to bat! the first time was good i got to run, but the second time... i got struck out i think. hahah. yepp. still have to improve my game. next tuesday is conditioning. ah! got to get ready for that. no junk food during the weekend. promise. if i can help it. =)

next, was hist. i sat between boris and phillip. erughhh... horrid tho it got better towards the end cos the 2 started dozing off. heheh. b4 that they were sharing with me their general knowledge about Rasputin and etcetc. omgg.. it was part funny and part irritating cos i like to have tots to myself. hahh. but they were nice company for a very borrring lecture. so thanks guys!! hoho.

next was chem. sat with james goh. it was an okay lecture. talking about Redox. then, got sms from atikah sayg thay got caught by a teacher for skipping H1. hoho. but they were very nicee about it and sms-ed mr mahmood about it. we shall see the end of it come monday.

then, went out to eat with the class which consisted of boris, phillip, sheryl, chris, james, atikah and I. it was okayy. they showed me card games towards the end.. which made me feel so dumb ahh.. but well, they always do that. i dunno, i was just never that interested in all those card stuff. so, i jsut went along getting awestruck my their work of genius.. hurh.

anyway, thats about it. my brother jst cursed me cos he wants to use the com and i said no. hurhhhhh~ whatever.

anyway, jst wanted to reply to taggs.

Dhea: yey! you visited my blog! hahaha. did you see a paragarph for you? lol. must see okayy.. scroll, scroll down cos it seems quiite long ago. heheh. oh, and you're lovedddd too! and still am! hahah =) take care babe. and all the best!!! will miss you in ijc!

Syaza: heheheheh. hello! you're sooo sweet to read my blog tho i think its a lil too narrative eyy? hoho. cant wait for next eppy. i hope its an old tape. please me. ahah. if not...... i will boycott one tree hill.. heheheh. no larhhhh~ anyway, hope youre doung well. and looooove you too! =) take care!