feeling a little better today. hoho. just wasted the whole day. watched Grammys today. it wasnt soooo exciting. not many rock acts and you know how much i love rock acts. there was just Red Hot Chilli Peppers. and i was so sick of waiting for their performance- if they even performed- i didnt watch the last hour of the Grammys. of which during that time, i bathed. hahah. i took a late bath. mt littlest brother also slept by me while i watched teevee. this is a pic of the little cuteey.

yupp. he's biting on his pillow a habit he grew into thanks to his brother. hes so cute. as i said "he's the cutest thing in my life". hahah.

anyway, been thinking about my options. ahhhh... damn tough larhh. i feel so dissatisfied with the thought that i would be putting innova as my first choice. feel extremely sadd that i cant get into my dream college. disappointed even. but, anyhow, dad will be coming back in the vening then, we can talk about it. i'll rpobably register during school tmr. cos i dont have ink in prnter right now.

erm... i watched the fray - how to save a life. that video never fails to make me sad and thankful. sadd cos just the thought of losing my friend of a family member, unimaginable. its what i hope i never have to feel. and i mean, losing through suicide. losing because god wants him/her back is okayy. just not through suicide. i mean, the heap of pain on the shoulders of people you leave behind, are you willing for them to suffer because YOU left. its just painful. but thankful because i have this great circle of people i can talk to. i mean, technology has helped us all find a way to communicate. you feel sadd and depressed, call through your phone. sms. now, they 3logy. video cam. i know it sounds rediculous... but this are sources of help. people have taken all this forgranted and forgot the more imp uses of technology. thats just sadd. even my new friends... wow. i can really talk to atikah when im having a fight with ML. or yi ying when i just wants someone to listen. even the guys are thoughtful. playful... but thughtful as well. so i love them. and i have no complaints. well, as of now. heheh.

im having my cravings. i need mcflurry oreo now. really badly. i sms-ed my bro to get it for me but he ran out of money, thanks to his own cravings. think i'll drop by Macs when i voluntarily go to tuition to fetch my brother. hahah. i want mcflurry oreos!! i just finished my cadbury choclairs. yumyum. lol. the caramel innit.. oooo.. i have thiis reali badd sore throat but no one would dare to stop me from eating unhealthy food!! hahh. i know. im craziee. no, im actually just bored. bored out of my mind. should have gone to bugis!! geez. now, its hot and im too lazy. besides, noone wants to come with me. im that unsociable, people. hahah

okies. better get going. oh, i think liverpool lost too. bleahhhhh......