look! i jst checked my blog... and the tagboard is missing! so, ive not lost my marbles! lol.

saw part of the FA cup match today. man united vs reading. hurhh. it was 1-1 on the 70th minute. man u is horrrid! everyone knows that~ *shrugs innocently*

anyway, its been a looong break so whenever i feel that i miss my class i just look at the vids i take! lol. okok. maybe im lame. so i giggle too easily but to me, its just damn funny! hahah. there's one where atikah was throwing the Cadbury chocx to Boris so he can catch it in his mouth. omg. that was funny cos there was one scene where he missed it. and it hit his forehead instead! lol. then, another, was darshan waving at me and i went all " Ooooo~ i have the national runner on my phone! and atikah clapped enthusiastically! ahhhh. i miss 0732A already. lol.

think the 1st period of Weds is Econs lecture? or is it Malay? i did 3 paragraphs of my History essay already. yey! okok. more to go actually... but i'll get it done. promise. heheh.

i also intended to do this speech for the "inetrview" for this prestigious NTU thingy. Should i go for it? sighh~ i have no idea why im all participative.lol if there ever was such a word. like, i jsut want to do everything! i even intend to try NYAA after JAE! wthh. i know. like now, im thinking, would that be too much to handle? ahh... i dont want to end up repeating a year all cos i cant cope btween co-corricular and the more imp thgs like my subs.

i want to drop chem and take lit instead... but im not sure if my Dad will be ok with it and im so afraid of talking about it to him. today we were talking about my ambition again. Goodness~ I have come up with the list and this is according to priority. the First one being the most imp or the one i want most. please dont laugh. oh wthh. go ahead. lol.

1) Journalist
absolutely most imp. i loooove to write. so this is imp for me! okok. if journalist is a little far-fetched then an author. and im not talking about Meg Cabot kind of book more like One Tree hill kind of book. Or those self help books. hahah. wow. brainstorming are you, syuhh?

2) Lawyer
anykind would be fine. but a lawyer. okay. maybe i should do those kind of erm marriage lawyer. i mean, those couples can definately give an insight to married life and hintsof a relationship turning to a horror tale right? hahah. or maybe, those crime lawyer.. oooo~ okok. keeping my options open. besides, i love debating, in english that is. hoho. though i do get stage fright but anyhoo, im determined to get over that!

3) Stock broker!
yes. i only got interested in this because im taking economics now. i remember Dominic Goh telling me his parents wanted him to be a stock broker and i went all "wthh. thats the silliest job EVER!" haha. well, economics has opened up options, altho i have yet to pass a major exam in economics. but, i saw an eppy of Oprah, where she was talking to this person who is experienced in this whole stock thgy... and it sounds inetersting. heyy, those ppl on the floor shouting numbers... they have an imp job! did you know? hahah. they are suppose to buy stocks at the cheapest price. cool eh? i know.

4) Teacher.
okok. this is worse come to worst scenario. not that being a teacher sucks, it just that the job is just demanding. and if i get tough kidss to handle... im not the most patient person you know. hah~ but, i think it would be a very rewarding job. i mean, you are imparting knowledge and values. you have the power to help and mould thi kid's life. you could be the one to change their life. just like how mr yapp made me realise that physics sucks big time... and i shudnt consider it
at all. lol. he really made me hate physics. and the olevel paper didnt change my mind either. it was ultimately god's blessings that i got a distinction. so,thank you god. only You can create miracles like that. =)

so those are my options. i refuse to think of anything else. i must achieve one of these.

what are your ambitions? maybe its time you thought about it. hey, itwill take some talking to... maybe to someone experienced and then, the rest is in your hands.

remember, its the choices YOU make that define you... not where you come from.
it doesnt matter if you were poor, if you want to work hard and you do, then thats the choice YOU made that determines who YOU become.